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Had cervical check 10 hours ago. Have been brown spotting since but nothing at all crazy. I know that’s normal and it’s been MILD. Like doesn’t even go out onto a pad. Well I just went to the bathroom and now the blood is red red, was a small clot, and a lot of bloody mucus. At my appt my doctor basically said my body was ready to go and she’d be shocked if she doesn’t see me this weekend. Like as I left she said “see you in a few days”.

And now I’m annoyed because logically I know it’s probably just mucous mixed with blood from the check. But the illogical side of me wants to believe its my bloody show especially now that the blood has ramped up into red and I hate it. Hate that she got my hopes up and am overthinking everything and it could mean nothing