About to give up!

My son is 4 weeks old now and I just feel like I’m failing at this breast feeding stuff. He’s constantly eating and fussy after eating and just wants more. I was told to pump in the morning after I feed him by my lactation consultant and then I do and only get one measly ounce! All this struggle to just pump 1-2 ounces and on top of that my boobs hurt all day and are sore! What’s the damn point anymore?! Better off feeding him formula where I know how much he’s getting and I’m not struggling. How am I suppose to pump anything worth saving once I have to go back to work!? So over this. How is breast best and mental health isn’t?! Society pushing breast feeding on moms and making us feel like shit when we can’t do it is so frustrating! Thanks for listening to my rant.