Why can’t I be happy?

Heather

So my sister had her baby today...

When I announced to her that me and my partner were TTC #1 she had no intention of having anymore children... fast forward 3 months and yep... she announces baby #4.

She delivered her little one today just as AF arrived for me and ended cycle 16.

I have struggled to get excited during her entire pregnancy. Tbh I’ve been quite bitter (not that I ever let on to her as that’s awful!) am I a monster? Even now that she’s here I’m really struggling to deal with this. I love that she’s happy but seriously can it be my turn yet 😭