I’m 35 weeks pregnant so that means my little guy will be here very soon! I’m so excited to meet him but there is apart of me that is dreading the day he comes. I know it sounds horrible😭 I’m a ftm and got married almost a year ago and I’m just scared of how when he gets here literally everything is going to change. I know there is not much I can do about it but is this normal and has anyone else felt this way? I honestly feel like a horrible person for even having these feelings but I just cannot help it. I started on the nursery a couple of weeks ago but can’t bring myself to pack the hospital bag and finish the nursery because I’m just terrified.