Is something wrong with me??

I play with myself almost every night, and i feel pretty good. But only when I rub the outside of my 🐱 my clit & nipples but it just never lasts long. I feel a build up then lots of pleasure, but the pleasure is like 10 seconds and I don’t feel anything inside, fingers just feel weird and when doing it with my bf I just feel like I need to pee. Ive NEVER orgasmed!! Why am I like this?? This is embarrassing please someone please please help me out on this, I want to know what I’m missing out on😣😣