First Time w F-Boy?

Is it bad to have your first time with a so-called “fuckboi“? (I’m a Virgin btw)

Sometimes I just feel like “fuck it, virginity is just a social construct and whatnot” but idk bc he’s an ass YET IM STILL ATTRACTED TO HIM. ughhh

I just feel like what am I waiting for? not that I am ashamed of being a Virgin, not at all. It’s just like sometimes I think to myself just go for it. Is that bad? Should I care more?😅

This sounds so dumb but does it make you feel any different after you lose your v card?

I’m also really freaked out about this thing I heard how you absorb that person’s energy for 8 years and I’m not really down for that.

Yea, please help