Gave up breastfeeding

My son officially has given up the boobie. I am not ready. He had it for the last time on Tuesday and I didn't know it would be the last time. We were on my dads boat and he woke up groggy. Every time I offer it he tried to escape. He won't even put it in his mouth at all.

I am more sad than I thought I would be. I thought I'd have to battle. I thought I'd be ready too. I always said if I made it 6 months I'd be happy but i made it a year!

Missing that closeness. Missing my baby needing me for snuggles when he wakes up. He so busy.