I’m speechless.

I already have a 2 year old. In a new relationship currently. Recently went to the doctor to begin birth control and I guess it was a little too late. I’m already a single mom and I’m so scared of possibly doing this on my own with 2 kids at 22 years old. I live on my own and I am fully independent and recently unemployed due to covid.

UPDATE: I needed time to collect my thoughts and emotions. I have since responded and right now I think we are both walking on eggshells trying to decide what to do.