I need to stop worrying 😭

I don’t know why I’m so worried this pregnancy about miscarrying, I have an 18 month old son and never felt this way with him. I just feel like I’m seeing miscarriages everywhere and it’s scarring me so much. According to my LMP which was June 6th, I’m supposed to be around 5 weeks, but with my tests, I don’t think they’re dark enough to be that far. I didn’t track ovulation this month. My OB appointment isn’t until August 3rd. I just wish I could stop worrying and enjoy this because we’ve wanted this for so long 😭

The top test is from two days ago and the bottom is from this morning. I feel like the lines aren’t getting darker. I need to stop testing and stop stressing I guess. It’s just nice to finally vent and let everything out.