5 weeks pregnant after 3 years! (Trying but not trying)

In 2017 I fell pregnant which ended in a miscarriage at 10 weeks.

It was such a traumatic experience for me going back and forth from doctors and scans to being hospitalised for 2 days I still get teary about it

My partner and I have barely used protection kind of “trying but not trying” since then

I tried an ovulation test for the first time last month to make sure I was ovulating and I’m currently just over 5 weeks! I’m so nervous considering what I went though last time

Only symptoms I have are really light cramping, spotting the first 2 days, sore breasts, and need to wee often then usual, last time I just felt sick straight away so not sure if this is a good sign or not :(

I did a wee and blood test today so I see my doctor in 2 days

We have told no one, thought we would just go with the flow since it’s early days 🤞🏼