friends are having babies and getting married

I got married young and had a baby young too and all of my friends didnt really talk to me much anymore, i was forgotten & now many of my friends are getting married and starting to have babies it makes me sad, jealous and wish i would’ve waited.. i want to be there for them, but now it would just be weird since they were never there or wanted to be for me.. :(

sorry no questions just want someone to relate with..