I think I’m afraid of top heavy things. I’ve thought this for a while, I still remember having nightmares as a kid, literally just me holding something top heavy. Holding a walkie talkie upside down and by its antenna. I hold corn dogs sideways when I eat them and my friends pointed that out and asked why, to which I had no answer. I don’t like the I guess spasms my hand has trying to hold it maybe, idk but I wish there was a word for it so maybe I could better understand myself.