Update I finally got the nerve 😏😍💃

Update:

Omg I just did it again!!! Gave him the perfect BJ which I never hardly do and omg it was wonderful!!! I woke him up and got on top after giving a BJ for about 10mins. He came so hard and so did I 😏😜😍

I am a new woman 💃🥰❤😏

I have a lot of issues especially with my self esteem and confidence. My husband and I have been together since January 2018 and he's just a wonderful guy. Now I know that when it comes to sex with your SO you shouldn't care just enjoy yourself...but unfortunately I never really had the nerve to take control in the bedroom till yesterday 😏 so I woke up yesterday and I was just super horny and wanted to finally take control and fulfill one of my fantasies where I am the one in control and that I wouldbe very naughtyandneed a whipping😜 I don'tknowwhy but I really like when my husband whips my ass. I gave my husband the head's up and told him today would be date night and that I had this fantasy I wanted to be fulfilled. So I put on my sexiest lingerie and got all sexy. He was tired and watching TV in the den so I just started to massage his shoulders and then I sat down next to him. At first he was exhausted and just not too into it but boy did that change 😜 I started massaging his head and playing footsie and then he paused the tv show and looked at me and said hmmm what do you want to do. So I told him that I want him to relax and let me ride him and fuck him like I wanted. Now in the past I never really was good at riding but I don't know what happened last night because as soon as I got on top he and I were enjoying it!!! Usually we have an issue with it keep slipping out but this time I held my hand over and kept him pushed in and OMFG!!! that was literally the best sex he and I had ever had. The best part was that I felt so sexy and in control and I fucking loved it!!! Definitely gonna keep that move in my back pocket 😜❤😍 just wanted to share because I'm damn proud of myself and that I finally got the confidence to enjoy and take control of my man!!!