I'm just so tired 😭

We have been trying to conceive for 2 1/2 years and I just think I might be done. Month after month I fail. 7 week miscarriage that took a year to conceive. 2 chemicals, half a year apart each to get those. Now on this cycle I had confirmed ovulation, yet here we are, 10dpo with a big bloody wipe this morning.

I'm so tired of this disappointment. Maybe I can talk myself out of wanting a child. Maybe I can fulfill the love I have to give and the hole in my heart with crafts, hobbies and pets. Maybe I'm not meant to be a human mommy.