I’m so tired of waiting

Alexis

My heart hurts so bad right now, some days are so hard for me to get by. I want a baby so much and I’m tired of this hurt. I am 18 turning 19. I had a miscarriage on Halloween of last year, I went to my doctor only once about Ttc and she was no help. She litterly told me “your young it will happen and put you butt up when your done having sex” I feel like she doesn’t take me seriously cause I’m younger...I know I’m ready and so does my boyfriend. We own a home that we have completely paid off, it has 3 beds 1 bath. We have a beautiful yard and a small homestead, own 2 cars that are paid off. But that doesn’t even matter. I have the love and time to give a baby. I just don’t know what to do from this point...