I never would have thought...

So im almost 40weeks pregnant and still have sex with my boyfriend. It has been uncomfortable the last few times but i sucked it up, hoping it would induce labor. Tonight was the worst. He hurt me and i asked to stop and after a little while he tried again slowly and he hurt me again this time in tears because its so sensitive down there and i just couldnt take it. We stopped again, then he proceeds to start again after i just finishing saying i cant do it anymore. I gave in and let him try again. But i was legit in tears to the point where i was telling him it hurt bursting in tears but he didnt stop. I never thought my own boyfriend would rape me. I pushed away and told him i felt violated because he already knew i was in pain and continued. Continued while i was in tears saying no more. He said "are you serious!?" As if he had no idea what he was doing was wrong. I left the room in tears and in pain. Im sleeping in the spare room tonight and i locked the door. I dont know what to do next. He clearly raped me. I feel violated and so hurt 😞 .

Update:: we spoke this morning, he apologized for making me feel uncomfortable, i told him how intruly feltnandnonce the word rape came.out my mouth he lost it. Im like you clearly raped me. He said i could have easily pushed him off. Im in shock he used the excuse he was tipsy and "didnt hear" my cries or saying i didnt want to any more. He said i could have pushed off so its not rape. I tried to explain regardless once i said no and told him how it hurt and i didnt want to do it anymore. That should have been it. He wont take accountability of what he did. Im.so hurt. But yet he new he made me feel uncomfortable because he wouldnt have apologized in the first place. But once i put a label on what he did. Its my fault. ☹