Anyone ever feel so alone or depressed during their pregnancy?

My in-laws are all awful and have created nothing but drama in both my pregnancies. It puts me in a funk and I definitely shut down because I just want to talk about everything with my husband but I feel like I can’t or shouldn’t because I see how torn he is with the family he created and the family he grew up with. I also feel like all my “friends” have just abandoned me, COVID aside, I feel like I ALWAYS give more than I will ever get (emotionally) with my “friends”.

This pregnancy has been a lot on me too, possible blood disorder, genetic heart defect, and a tare in my amniotic sac that may or may not determine if I give birth to a healthy full term baby. I just feel so alone and don’t have anyone in my corner. Maybe that’s just how life is though....