Deployment

Hey so my husband will be leaving on a one year deployment and i feel helpless. We have two kids and you can say I depend on him on basically everything. Like he helps me with the kids and let’s me get my rest when I’m too tired . He gets me things from the store when I’m sick. He helps take care of our two babies when they are sick or just going crazy. He looks after them so I can go grocery shopping . He looks after them while I work. And idk how I’m going to do this all on my own.

He picks me up when I’m down I feel like I’m loosing a part of me . That’s really my best friend and I’m so heartbroken 😞

How do y’all do it ? We are a strong couple like very much in love. But I can’t help but feel like what if he likes life better without us? We have lived our entire adult hood together. We are high school sweethearts . Ugh 😩