Second kiddo ❤

I am 4wks 2d with my second! I'm so excited and also a little terrified. (I'm still not sure who decided I was adult enough to grow a tiny human the first time) 🤣 I'm already exhausted and weepy. I got my BFP 2 days after my husband left for a military deployment, so to say this pregnancy will be different than my last is an understatement. Dad should be back before baby is born, but he was there for absolutely every appointment last time. I know I've got this handled and we still get to talk daily, but I can't help but grieve a little bit that I wont get to watch the wonder on his face during ultrasounds or hold his hand while getting blood drawn.