Hey everyone, a month ago I went to visit my fiancé who lives across the world. While having sex I felt they burning and bad pain....I saw blood on his penis and I asked him he said it’s me.....fast forward, I came back to the states and went straight to my gynecologist she said I had herpes. I was shocked, ashamed and so embarrassed....I have never had such thing in my life! I was in so much pain, I was angry.....I didn’t know what to think because I never cheated on my fiancé. The doctor even told me that now it’ll be a risk having vaginal birth. I was so devastated, I started feeling less then a women. My gynecologist told me he could’ve given it to me or I could’ve had it for year or he could’ve had it for years and then it’s now I have the outbreak......let’s just say I was so crushed. I told him half of the news, about in the future if we want kids....I told him I have a virus that is not curable and he was hurt a little bit seems fine now. But my doctor ask me to ask him to get treated to make sure he doesn’t have it or if he does have it to see what to do next....I am going to visit him again in two weeks and I am nervous , angry, and anxious about sitting down and having that conversation with him. I feel like he will not see me the same anymore 😢