Reached out after 4 years

I finally did it & reached out to him. Damn those feelings won’t go away. We talked for a bit. He opened the last message and never replied. It was a normal convo too. Just catching up. What a gut hurting feeling. Guess I needed that for some serious closure. Damn. If you didn’t want to talk to me, why did you add me on snap a year ago?? Literally makes no sense. Never once reached out, but stalks my stories. Men 🙄