Scared, nervous but happy

Hi ladies,

Hope your all well. 8 weeks ago (10th June 2020) I miscarried at 22 weeks, it was and still is the most painful experience I’ve ever been through!

This morning, i decided to take a test as my back has been having really bad spasms and I wanted to take something for it but thought I’ll take a test just to make sure.............

As I miscarried 8 weeks ago, I wasn’t sure how accurate glow was on predicting my cycle, it says it should come on the 9th however other apps were telling I was late, so I figured I’ve always had 26 day cycles, so I calculated I should be due AF between the 4-9th!

To my bloody surprise ....................

I am over the moon!!!! However, I am petrified! Petrified that I may miscarry again, petrified something will go wrong! I haven’t told NOBODY yet! Not even my husband as I’m scared 😧 something might go wrong and get his hopes up!

I’ve rang my GP, just waiting for her to ring me now! As I will need to be followed by a specialist as I miscarried at 22 weeks!

I hope mia Story inspires/ gives some of you ladies some hope!

I’ve had 6 miscarriages already however I have two children in between! As you can imagine I suffer a lot with anxiety - although I’m trying to keep strong and positive!