Venting

My SO makes GOOD money. Like, 1500$ a week good, but he has literally nothing to show for it. We have a two year old daughter and I’m almost 22 weeks pregnant with our son and I’m LIVING WITH MY PARENTS. In a small ass room, my daughter doesn’t even have a bed here, she sleeps with me (which only works because my SO works for weeks at a time and is never home) He’s made over 10grand and he’s only been working there for a few months and yet we have nothing to show for it. We had a car but we gave it to his mom because my parents gave me their old mini van, now he uses that for work and I have no transportation. Literally just stuck at my parents house. I’m so MAD at him for blowing his money on STUPID SHIT. He’s always bragging to his friends and random people that he makes great money and is doing so great but we don’t have a home and he doesn’t even act like he’s worried about us even getting one. I’m about to have TWO KIDS. I need a home. I wish I could just get a job and rent my own damn place and he could either come or not, but that’s not an option because I have literally no one that could baby sit and no transportation to even get to and from a job anyways! He said these last two weeks that we were saving money to find a place when he came home, right? I was super excited! He came home and we went to a place to see dolphins and stingrays and it was the biggest waste of money, plus rode in a helicopter (which was super cool but could’ve been done later!) then wanted to go out to a bar with his friends and NOW he says he cant even afford to look for a place to rent right now. IM LIVID. How in tf do you spend 1500$ in a WEEK? I could never, but apparently he can do it easily. I’m almost to the point of telling him straight up that I can’t keep living like this, he needs to get his priorities straight before he goes off having fun. We NEED our own place beforr baby comes in December and I’m so stressed right now, I know I’m going to be even more stressed if I have to come “home” from the hospital to take care of a newborn and a toddler in a TINY ASS BEDROOM all by my damn self! I just don’t even know what to do anymore. If you read this far, thanks. Rant over.

ETA* y’all didn’t read the part where he gave his mom his car and took the vehicle my parents gave to me to get him to work, I have no way of transportation and no baby sitter. I WANT a job, NEED a job but it seems impossible. If you know ways to make money online feel free to suggest them! Please!