I’m writing on here because I don’t feel comfortable reaching out to people I know personally.

My husband has treated me bad for a long time. He will be good for a week or two, but always narcissistic. Tonight I found out he lied to me about going out for a guys night and really went out to a female co workers house party. I tried to sleep on our pullout couch and he started screaming and hitting things and screamed at our dog and kicked her to get out of our room.

I’ve debated leaving for a long time but I tonight I was afraid for myself and my dog, which I love dearly.

Thank goodness my 2 year old son is at my moms, but me and my pup will be sleeping in my car tonight.

He deploys in three weeks for a year and I think I’ll be raising my son and baby boy alone.

I feel so broken and alone, but my heart finally feels at peace.