Is it normal to want a baby one day, then hate kids the next?

My partner and I are discussing trying for a baby. Every few weeks, I'll have crazy baby fever and almost beg him to cum in me. (He desperately wants to be a daddy, but we're trying to take some time to make a sound decision.)

But then every other time, I look at kids or babies and think "Ew. I hate those things" and despise the idea of having something completely dependent on me.

I know we could financially and mentally have a child. We're at that point in our lives where we want to grow our family. But I'm the one holding us back. I do want children, but I can't help but go through constant phases of basically hating children. Is this normal? Is it because they're not mine?