Should I wait too?

Hello ladies! Looking for some opinions! Since my husband and I found first found out we were expecting, he felt strongly about not wanting to find out the gender and convinced me as well even though I’ve always said that I would want to know if we got pregnant. I was on the same page as him until my second ultrasound and I saw this amazing human moving around in there and now I just want to know so bad. My husband has said that I could find out if I really wanted to but would have to keep it from him. I don’t know what to do! What would you do?