My PP SnapBack sucks 😒

Im currently 4 wks PP and I absolutely hate my body! I gained 40 lbs, lost 20 the first 2 wks ..I’ve never been the type to be self conscious but damn I jus can’t help but to still wanna wear my baggy pregnancy shirts and hide bcuz everything is jus squishy and nasty! Also I think I have a prolapsed urethra! Things don’t look the same down there smh I kno I’m supposed to be “body positive” and happy that I’m only 20lbs away from my pre pregnancy weight but I hate it so much 😒 other than that I love being a mom and I’ve been so happy this month😊 but it sucks when you see other ppl super skinny again and I’m jus a fat ass mess over here