Feeling Discouraged 😩

Ch

First time TTC and taking OPk. They look so confusing . Did I miss it or what? They look light and some look dark. So I’ve considered them all negative. I’m on CD 15 now and ive been doing cervical checks and now start to get just a little EWCM and a tiny bit of spotting but not enough to see when I wipe. I haven’t got a true peak yet. I’ll post pictures of my charting in the comments !