Anxiety

Hello fellow mamas.

I probably just need to vent. We have not yet announced our pregnancy for a couple of reasons. (Some know but very few)

I’ve previously had a miscarriage, and I haven’t had my first appointment yet due to Covid. I am blessed with pretty easy going pregnancies, but it makes me worry so badly. I have no pregnancy symptoms besides the occasional nausea. I have not been able to find the heartbeat on an at-home fetal Doppler. I know this is all probably normal, and I’m pretty sure I experienced the same with my other two pregnancies. I guess I’m just waiting for this to feel real. I have no verification that I’m pregnant other than a positive pregnancy test. I just want peace.

In other news, we received the Sneak Peek test in the mail today and I’ll be doing the sample tomorrow to send off. 🤞🏼

How is everyone else doing so far? 10 weeks today. 💕