Today is the day

Today is your 1st birthday and all I can think about is how much your dad and I miss you and feel so much guilt for something we had no control over. It feels like yesterday when I laid my eyes on you and watched you leave this earth in my arms we think of your everyday and wish we could hold you in our arms 1 last time. We'll never know what truly went wrong and why you had to leave us so soon but you'll always be in our hearts and on our minds. We love you so much baby boy. Happy Birthday