Insecure in my relationship/jealous of my boyfriend

My boyfriend is the most loving man in the world & would do absolutely anything for me. But I often get insecure about how amazing he is. He is undeniably handsome & by far the most attractive person I’ve ever met. I know that I am stunning as well but he’s the more attractive one in our relationship & it makes me insecure. Also, he’s actually a genius. He graduated top of our class in high school, has countless college scholarships, super high gpa, etc. Whereas I struggle often in school & only have an average gpa. He also just so driven & motivated in everything he does. He’s going to be so successful in life & it intimidates me. He’s so put together.

For example, I have a dream to be a model & he’s so supportive of me. A friend of mine is a clothing designer & sent me a top to model for her & my boyfriend offered to be the photographer. He was so sweet & supportive of me but I just felt so unphotogenic in the pictures and was getting so frustrated that they weren’t turning out pretty. Then just for fun I took a couple silly ones of my boyfriend and he looked like a gorgeous top supermodel in all of them. He talks about wanting to do a little modeling sometimes which he definitely could but it makes me feel so insecure that he could go further than me with my dream which is just a hobby to him.

I know he loves me unconditionally. I have no doubts about that. I was just wondering if anyone else has ever been in a similar situation or if anyone has any advice on how to get past this & build my self esteem so I feel like an equal match to him & not below him. Please :(