$ $ what do I do $ $

So, here’s some background...

I have done 6 rounds of clomid, 3 of letrozol. Clear HSG test, Cleared semen analysis for hubby.

We have been trying for two years.

I am just so sad...

My OB refereed is to a fertility specialist...

and of course they want 400$ for the first appointment and then I’m assuming another 20,000 for IVF. I don’t actually know because right now the 400$ is out of the question for us..

I’m just heartbroken I don’t know what to do.

We have done so much to try to afford this and the fertility specialist...

my hubby makes 25$ hr we moved into to a camper to try to save money... it’s just never enough.

I don’t know what I need from you ladies but some words of encouragement anything would help.

My insurance covers absolutely nothing fertility wise. WHICH YOU ALL KNOW IS BULLS***

I’m so fed up...

Not to mention we confided in our brother and sister in law last May about our fertility troubles.. they told us they didn’t want kids for 3 years... and bam, 3 months after we told them we were trying she was off birth control and pregnant..

and then my other sister in law is pregnant,..

Well we’re a year later and everyone has had there baby’s....

I’m still not pregnant I have normal cycles everything is normal with us and I’m just so defeated...

I believe in god and I don’t understand why he’s testing me so hard...😭

I don’t know anymore😭 help girls.... I need you!

It’s so sicking knowing people who can’t afford the pricy fertility specialist just have to sit and wonder what to do. Do I pay 400$ a month for IVF on a chance to get pregnant ?!! I can’t even afford a 400$ car payment 😭😭