Vent / open to opinions

We are scheduled to move to japan at the end of the year but want to TTC. With covid I worry about something happening to my unborn child if we were to conceive now.

However I will be sad to not have my family involved in the next pregnancy at all this would be my only time to conceive and get some help throughout the first trimester before we move.

I don’t want to miss out on the experience of having my family involved and the POSSIBILITY of contracting covid during our international travels. I’m fearful but I don’t want it to stop me from a great experience as we will be overseas for many years and possibly not visit if we have more travel bans.

I just needed to talk it out / vent. Any input or feedback is welcome! Thanks for letting me share ❤️