Hold me accountable.

I am posting this in hopes I am sent love and strength. Today I ended my relationship due to disrespect towards myself and boundaries being crossed as well as unkept promises.

This man tried to manipulate me into doing something for him first in order for him to keep his promise. That doesn’t sit well with me.

Its obvious he cares more about what he gets out of it then what I feel and the promise he made to me MULTIPLE times. He has yet to do it after MONTHS of being reminded of it and months of him lying and saying he will keep it.

It’s hard for me to walk away because I love this man so much. I love him with all that’s in me and I’ve forgiven so much but I know I can’t anymore.

He doesn’t appreciate it and doesn’t care. Not truly. I always cave the second he says sorry or when he makes a new promise and does change but not completely.

So please send me love, and strength that if he does apologize or say all the right things I won’t cave. I am preparing myself I’m case he does and reminding myself why I shouldn’t accept his apology but its hard to break a cycle.

Thank you.