vulvar varicosities

Tomorrow I’ll only hit 32 weeks. Baby #3.

This past week I’ve learned what vulvar varicosities is. And I now I wonder how I will survive the next 8 weeks.

Living with constant terrible pain at every. single. movement has humbled me.

I just want anyone else out there who has this to know I’m crying inside and cursing the gods as well.

And yes, the bands they have to support this is a miracle contraption. That and ice packs. Ice packs have become my new best friend as well.

Done. Gonna go into my happy place in my mind where this pain can’t touch me and count down the hours and days until birth.

Which, if you’ve had this, how was labor with this kind of pain??