Cannot deal!

Ok so come 4:30pm onwards my toddler turns into another child...and I literally cannot deal with him. He doesn’t listen, gets so naughty that my stress, frustration and patience levels just go through the roof! I’m in my 3rd trimester too so trying not to let myself get so overworked with emotions...but it’s sooo hard.

We have such a good time during the day thou (as I’m a stay at home mum)

Right now I’m sitting at the kitchen bench holding back the tears cause I just feel wrecked, bad for not controlling myself better and letting myself get so worked up.

And then to make it even more annoying, as soon as my fiancé comes home from work my son goes back to being ‘normal’ lol and my partner doesn’t see and deal with what I do of an afternoon. Then I’m just left there like...what the actual F! Feeling defeated with a headache and hating myself 😢