Pregnancy weight

Well...officially hit 200lbs and I honestly feel like crying. I started my pregnancy at 168lb (I’m 5’2”) due to gaining 40lbs from my depo birth control I was on for 9months beforehand. After getting off birth control I became pregnant and didn’t have time to loose weight. I’m 36 weeks today and when I stepped on the scale my heart went to the floor. I have stayed active and ate healthy my whole pregnancy.

I have NEVER been this big in my life. I honestly feel so ashamed about my weight. I’ve always had body image issues but pregnancy has really showed me how bad I really feel about myself. I can’t even look in the mirror😔