Pregnant but not excited- help!

I just found out I’m pregnant with Baby #2 and I thought I would be more excited. Honestly I’m just feeling scared right now. Our new baby will be due in April 2021, making our LO’s two years apart.

I struggled with PPD with my first son and lack of sleep was a major struggle. I’m a bit of a perfectionist and had a lot of trouble adjusting to the newborn stage. Our son was colicky for the first 5 months which also didn’t help.

We just got into a good routine with our 17 month old and though we planned for Baby 2, now that its happened I’m feeling really anxious. Any advice??