8 weeks pp and I’m really insecure about this csection scar. It is so ugly about 5 inches across way more on the right side then the left. Not centered at all. There is a shelf above it from the weird angle they cut. I lost my pregnancy weight and 8.5 lbs and it still looks awful. I don’t even know a single person that had a csection to talk to about it. Does it ever fade? Does the shelf go away with exercise?

Note my husband tells me I’m beautiful everyday and still is sexually interested. I know it’s just a me thing. He is amazing in that respect. I just am having a hard time with it