My husband and I have 4 kids. 2 are his from a previous marriage and we have 2 under 3 together. I got pregnant again after using condoms and plan B once. Today I had a medical abortion. Neither of us wanted to but it was the smart decision for our family. I wish we didn’t feel like we had to but we have no money since the lock down wiped our saving and I haven’t worked since February because of maternity leave and corona virus. I just wish it could have been different. I hope he doesn’t love me any less or end up resentful. Trying to be strong so no one can see what’s wrong or knows what happened. I just hate myself