I’m so grateful for my baby and I get to see him again in 2 weeks ! But I also feel like my energy is so low all the time I just miss how I could jump up and dance and run around and go run errands all day and be able to drink coffee and poop normally . Eat all the seafood in the world and here’s a big one ..and people don’t come for me but I miss vaping I quit as soon as that test said yes and of course I have no regrets and it’s all completely worth it I’d do anything for this baby boy but people keep telling me how much they loved being pregnant and I feel like I’m not doing something right because most of the time I’m sad or angry from hormones and counting down the months to hold my baby . Like I’m beyond happy to be a mom and I’m just so impatient I’m ready to hug him and attempt to breast feed and check on him every 30 seconds in the middle of the night like I’m ready for the bloody nipples and hair loss as long as he’s here with me and my husband and I can physically see that he’s ok and not be stressed and tired 24/7 . And some days yes are better and I have so much bliss but just wanted to vent it out Incase another mom needed to hear this lol .