My husband and I have been together for 9 almost 10 year's. Married for 8 almost 9 years. We have been trying to have a baby for 8 years I have had 3 miscarriages one we found out that we could have twins, no live baby's. Recently I have seen adds for being a surrogate and every time I wish we could finally get pregnant, we cannot afford to have those expensive test done to see what is going on, but in the back of my brain I kinda wish my husband would be up for me being a surrogate so we could pay off a bunch of bills and maybe get the test that we need to try to have one of our own or use a surrogate.

Last night I dreamed I was a surrogate for this really young couple and they hired a photographer to take pictures of me and them, but my husband was nowhere to be seen in my dream. Also in my dream it was like I thought I wasn't really pregnant but was pushing my belly out like on "baby mama" but I really was. I woke up feeling like it was so real.