So, we talked about it yesterday and I was I’m fine with it but then today she spoke to me and was like ‘you know she won’t like either of us anyway right?’

I already knew that, we’re both close friends with her and she’s definitely way out of my league. The problem is, I was planning on telling her, not because I expect a relationship but because I dont want to hold on to it for much longer and I trust my crush not to be rude about it. There is also that part of me that’s saying, ‘what if she does like me!’

Then today my friend told me that if I ever started a relationship with her she would hate me. I get but at teh same time it really pissed me off because if she asks my crush out and they started a relationship, yeah I would be disappointed but you get over it and I would never tell her to not date her if they liked each other. It just really pissed me off that she just said ‘no you can’t ask her.’ And now I can’t even ask my other friends for advice cause that would be outing my friend and I confess anything so it’s just going to bubble, hence why I’m trying to get it out here instead.