Good news ; bad news 😣

I just came from my doctors visit and I don’t really know how to feel about it.

To start it off, I’m 32 weeks & 3 days.

She has diagnosed me with preeclampsia, told me that I be be induced around 38 weeks and told me baby is actually facing up, still head down, but facing up like towards the ceiling if I was laying down and that may make birth a little harder.

My first baby girl was such a precious 5 hours and so easy. She is suggesting baby may be a little bigger than my first measuring ahead and to get another ultrasound.

I was so afraid I was going to have preeclampsia again😭 and this time around it seems way more worst than my first. I’m terrified, afraid, my anxiety is on a HIGH and I just don’t know how I should be feeling about it. I know it’s good that she caught it now but... idk 😢 sorry just had to vent!