So short summary:

•me and bf didn’t see each other for a year it was tough hard and always kinda hurting each other by me always crying and all the basics

•so far we barely hang out his mom controls his life so does my dad and we just made 2 yrs and 4 months and well I broke down and I’m still hurting bcuz I’m not allowed over at his house bcuz my dad believes it’s wrong for a girl to visit a guy but his mom won’t let him come over until I come over so I’m sad and broken bcuz it’s hard he even admitted the spark faded and I’m broken rn bcuz idk if he loves me anymore it’s as if he’s giving up like the signs a girls gut feels it but I wanna ignore it like he’s never gifted me with anything sentimental yea sure my favorite stuff every now and then but i know it’s selfish but it’s bcuz I’m jealous and hurting I want to know what it’s like to be driven around by a guy, how does it feel to get a promise ring but idk if I’ll ever receive something like that idk if he loves me still like how do you if a guy is starting to give up?

(Btw it looks like he doesn’t have hope in me or believes in me in figuring out something for us to see each other)