Is it me?

So hello. I’m Jordan I’m 26 and I’m a little person. My boyfriend and I have been trying to convince for a while and I’m not sure if it’s me or if gods just saying not right now. He already has a son I myself don’t have any. He’s average height and all. I’m just getting a little discouraged. And it doesn’t help that I also have like mild anxiety. I guess I’m just asking if there is anything that I can do or try? Tip and tricks? Even just advice on the topic?