Tired of momming today

I’m so tired of being climbed on, and drooled on, and having her slap me in the face when she flails, and being scratched me when she tries to grab me, and having my hair pulled. I’m tired of hearing her shriek and the terrible sound of teeth grinding that she’s started doing.

I’m so tired of being touched and being needed and having no time to myself and working all day only to have the baby handed to me at night. I want everyone to just leave me alone for a day so i can exist without having to take care of someone else.

I’m tired of feeling bad for feeling these things and wondering if other moms are just so over their children some days. I love her more than anything, but i hate being around her right now. Everything is irritating and I’m so tired of having to be patient even though i actually want to scream.

It’ll be better tomorrow, but i really just needed to rant somewhere.