Pregnancy weight and guilt after each meal

Sidkzia

FTM. I have gained 40lbs and currently weigh 170 at 35 weeks.

I have cravings and I always give in to them but feel so horrible afterwards.

I’ve always had manor body issue problems for as long as I can remember. I am very grateful for this little joy that is growing inside of me but the horror of losing all this weight is stealing my happiness from me.

Have any of you felt as I do? If so, did you lose the weight afterwards? 😔