Waiting for first appointment

Forget the two week wait for taking a pregnancy test. The wait for the first appointment with a doc/midwife is even harder. Since I have had a couple early pregnancy miscarriages, my doc normally sees me right after I get a positive test for blood tests, and then I just have to wait till I'm 6-8 weeks for a dating scan. This time I am not going in for blood tests, and the first appointment isn't until I'm 9-10 weeks 😲 that's in October! How am I supposed to wait this long without knowing what's going on in there? (My midwife offered to see me earlier if I felt like I needed too, but I'm trying to be a big girl 🤣)