So fucking over it

I accompanied my mother to her dentist appointment today and asked my “fiancé” if he could pick us up afterwards. He said he was working.

We told him that we would head to the supermarket that was within walking distance to waste some time while he worked since he said he was almost finished. He agreed.

At 6:42 he decides to send me a voice message saying “I’m home now and I’m going to take a nap. Call me when you’re ready”... I’m like whattttt? We were literally at the self checkout paying. Why go home first when you know we’re only here to waste time waiting for you??

I called him and told him we’re ready. He says “damn, ok” and sucks his teeth. I asked if he just wanted me to take a cab home than just say that and he said ok (He should’ve said that shit from the beginning). So I just hung up the phone and took an Uber.

He can throw his money at me but it PAINS him to PHYSICALLY do something for me. He always has some excuse about why he can’t spend quality time with me. If it’s not what he wants, it’s not happening. We’ve been together for 2 years and his life consists on working, soccer, friends, parents, and then I’m at the very very end. I couldn’t even tell you the last time we went on a date. December maybe? And that was my birthday dinner. I’m just so ready to walk away.

- what we agreed on is that HE would come as soon as HE was done because we were only wasting time until he finished. He didn’t even tell me when he got off work, he just went straight home. And when he answered the phone, I wasn’t rude to him. I literally only said “we’re done now” and he sucked his teeth and said “damn, ok”.

- the problem is that he does not make time for me or do what I ask of him. Even for our anniversary, we were going to order in from a restaurant (because corona) and have dinner together, and he decided to cancel at the very last minute because his mother was cooking food so instead we ate his mothers cooking... him and his mothers house and me at mine. He just dropped off the food and that was it. How romantic of him.